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Friday, November 16, 2007

Oh my heaven. Graduation's OVER. WOAH. like poof, and everything's gone. Just like that. Tell me how?

Anyways, shall just post about the entire day. Woke up feeling sick cos it's the 15th of november. I stared at the clock and my mind turned blank. Decided to bath but it was still pretty early so went to my mum's room to use the bath tub. Daddy sent me to bugis to meet shufen and tada, we went to Jean Yip Makeover! Not bad at all. At first, I was pretty shocked at how formal I looked but got used to it after awhile. Took some photos at their 'studio'. Kinda professional.. Then went to the hotel! I felt really awkward and unsafe at first feeling super lost. Thank goodness I had got Shufen with me..haha. I really wanted to hide cos I dont exactly enjoy crowds. After meeting yiting sheena and the others, I felt so secure. haha. So the night started like that. I was really worried about the class video though..haha. But it all turned out well.

If only it is so easy to let go. Even though I tried really hard to, one small action from you and it all goes down the drain.

I think Sarah and Jia Cheng did really well on stage. Their 'Everyday' was awesome. =] Congrats to Yu Zhi and Tess for being voted Mr and Ms Nan Hua. haha. But, I've really never seen such a shy prom king. You should have seen his smile when he took photos. Can't blame him anyways, people had to like queue to get his picture no wonder he was so stiff. haha. Oh ya, and practically all the 211 guys went up the stage to support Yu Zhi. So memorable..haha. Such a cool class, such cool people but, the cheer was still kinda wrong for the purpose and occasion. haha. Then basically walked around to take photos. I wanted to take with everyone I know but it's really hard to find like everyone in the mess. haha. I din't even manage to take with all the teachers. Gosh. After that went cine to rent a movie. Watched 'What you did last summer' is this the right title?Cos me and Yiting missed almost like 1 third of it I guess. All the gruesome and screaming parts. haha. We watched it inside the Emax Chamber yea. not bad but kinda small la. All our feet hurt like crazy immediately after we left the hotel..haha. Left Cine at like 2. Thanks Sarah's daddy for sending us home! Yiting came my house for a stayover. yepp. Talked, looked at the disc and slept at like almost 6 am. haha..woke up at like 9.20 feeling sooooo moody. everything felt wrong. cabbed to sch with her den the pae exercise and everything..so boring..after that, went IMM with Sheena Yiting Sarah Mabel Kuo Lyn. Me and yiting took kuo lyn's mum's car. Thanks a lot!

I don't want all of it to be an illusion. I dislike this illusion. Take back everything. I don't need you.

Ate at crystal Jade..Okay la. Walked around with Sheena to buy some stuff. Bought ear studs of my birth stone. Super small but I like it!haha. I like weird things. After shopping went BPP to print photos if not not enough memory to take pictures at the musical. haha. Spent like 100+. Hell lot of photos. oh man. Went home after that, showed my parents those photos. Rested for awhile and prepared for the musical. Shall blog about the musical in another post 2moro or later. It was splendid.

If only some people paid a little more attention to the people around them. If only some people had more courage to stand up for what they believe in. Even if the answer is forever a NO, at least it is made known.

I don't know where I can vent my anger. I don't know who I'm mad with. Perhaps myself. Why make myself suffer such pain. But what can I do? What can you do? My heart is already NUMB. Thanks to you.

I dont know where my courage came from but I did it afterall.

Please do ignore the small letters. Read it and forget about it. Thanks.

misses.8:17 AM