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Monday, December 10, 2007

sometimes i feel so sick of life that i just want to die there and then. but, there will always be things holding you back..at such a age, we shd nt be thinking so much and jus continue to live a carefree life.however, hw cn we actually enjoy life to the fullest when we have a hundred things to worry about constantly? i mean, Os. den As. uni. results. when will everything ever stop?before these end, i guess i'd have collasped or so i thought. im glad im still able to type now..

there're certain people in life that affects you most. those people are the ones who can make you cry and laugh as and when they feel like it. they control your emotion, your devil, your angel. but these people are rare. so rare that you find them weird sometimes. the closest to you usually show more or all of their emotions which are rather frightening.. but they often mean no harm..even though we're all aware of the simple fact that it's all for our own good, in the heat of the moment, we'll start to blame them, curse them and wish for them to disappear right before our eyes. but when they really do vanish, we'll start to miss them and hope for their return.

im not trying to make any sense or write some random feelings. im just writing down what im thinking of this instant to see how different people of different age view things. i might be a typical 16 yr old sharing the same thoughts as any other. but still, im undergoing the same confusion..

how we were entertained for the entire day with just 1 little toy in our right hand. till now, an entire day of shopping is not even really enough to make us happy. we ask for more every single day. if everyone is able to live up to a thousand yrs, i doubt the world has enough to provide. to feed our big appetites for luxury. everyone has this materialistic side to him or her and once its revealed, there's nothing anyone can do to stop its behaviour.

so now, im done crapping thou i dun even noe how and why i started. i'll just end.

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misses.9:56 AM